Hey BBs
For my very first blog, I'm writing about fear, uncertainty and anxiety when leaving a job with no prospects.
I've just recently decided to resign for a 9 year sales consultant position because, quite frankly... it's eating me for the inside out.
I'm always stressed and anxious about possible blunders I might cause the company.
Constant fear of failure, feelings of inadequacy and a dread for what's to come.
The continuous, tedious 8-5 routine, waking up tired and going to sleep tired.
Doctors appointments, because I developed an iron deficiency from all the stress and pressure.
When does it end?
When I finally land a new job, because that isn't happening either. So, the next best thing... unemployment....
I've done the research, I've factored every single variable. There's no version of this that will end this cycle of mental suicide. But, finally just letting go and ... Letting God?
Whatever the answer is, it's not in a place that causes me psychological calamity.
This is my "skydive of faith" 💪🏿 ❤️
Until the next rant
Betty
